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♥ Saturday, February 26, 2011

great job children for the belated cny perform.. although not a good wan.. but its still that they done a very good job.. they gain more confidents in public speaking and show everyone that they can do it.. well done boys and girls... very good wan... =)

things doesnt really go well recently... things have been changing and changing... i hate the girl so much so much.. she is trying to act clever where she know where she stand but she wants to go beyond and over take others... i really feel like shouting at her at times.. but i try to stop myself... its has not been myself lately... i know she wants to take over the class but don be too obvious that u want to take over other people's place. know where u stand and do what u need to do...

things u don have to worry so much that they cant do it.. they can do it.. all u hav to worry abt is what to do on that day.. children are all like this.. they know they should do what.. when time comes, they will do it themselves. its a kind of trust and believe in them of what they do.

sometimes i myself also don believe them. but when come to show their mommy abt their abilities.. they will never fail to do so. some of them they cry is becos they are scare of the lion or maybe the sound. it just take times for them to convince themselves over it.

i really don like the way u r and the things u do.. u trying to act like a supervisor as u are NOT! ordering people to do things. and u are just be there to help... to help.. not to take over other ppl's place. please get this clear.... unless u are being told to.. please!!!!

this feb is angmo bf 4mth anniversary.. well.. this 4 months we had gone thru big wan in dec and medium wan in feb.. we went to BALI for honeymoon.. i know what u concern abt.. but well.. i still enjoy myself.. thanks..

sometimes is not that i don trust u or any other stuff.. is just that the way u do it is making people so worry... u make me love u to the max just within 4 months.. is that too fast??? its really so hard so hard for me to give up on this relationship now if anythings happened.

everyone is saying... he is an angmo.. u don even know his background.. what he told u is there really true????? even when u telling a lie u will also got to tell people what u saying is still a true... so people got to believe ur lies and make ur lies come true. this is human... can i really trust his words????

yes.. in this racing line.. gambling line.. im sure i have seen most of the things in TC and also i have not seen most of the other side of the TC. what ive seen and also what peple say is... all the man in TC.. is all... there will never be some1 had only 1 girl or 1 wife.. sweet talk to girls is the most and greatest power from the boys... girls hardly can get rid of that...

should i believe this???? its really a hard decision for me... i have my probs too. im stress too.. im very very stress... do u know my stress???? i have prob is choosing something when people ask me to choose. sometimes i need u people to choose for me.. if i mind abt the things.. i will tell u... sometimes... just sometimes.... i feel so tired.. but i got to hold on to this cos it really take my feeling so much..

when he came to ask me abt the dinner with his boss. my feeling was i m flying in the sky.. i feel so light and nice... but soon after i fell off to the ground becos if i go this dinner.. everyone in the turf club will know... EVERYONE. and they will start to use a different looking at me. then i got to quit my job le.. somehow... i need to really think what is really going on... and what i wan... future.. u got to set ur self down my dear....

what should i do??... see how see how lahhhs... i found my fav durian pancake is near me now..... hehehehes....

To Be or Not to BE. That's a question!

Saturday, February 26, 2011