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♥ Tuesday, March 15, 2011

MOOD OF THE DAY : very bad...

really tired and sick... should i give up??? we became nth to tok. no topics. and left with nth.. he rather do nth than tok to me or anything. is this what he do everyday??? or just that i m around... can i check in his fb and hp???? i need to know alot of things... but i know nth.. what should i do???? its not being myself for so long and i really cant take it...

seems left with nth.. i cant do anything any more.... please... i really need help where somewhere can let me vent my anger and everything out...

im really tired.... its just not as before.. what should i do???? im having a damn hard time now... its not that i don love him.. is just that he seems want to be alone more than having a gf around.

if he wan to be alone and keep things himself then why he needs a gf???? im his gf.. but i do nth.. but i know nth.. i cant help him with anything... share... isnt that what we say before??? he still share nth.... i cant say anything much...

i love him so i must keep quiet.. but i really feel so tired guessing everyday... im really tired and upset.....

i came all the way to his hse... i spend my time here... but seems like he need more personal time than having a gf here...

whatever. now what i can do is.. i m not going to ask him out or anything anymore... if he really need me he will come to me.. and not i always go to him.. im tired... he don ask me out as before.. he don miss me as before.. im seem an extra to him... he don anymore.. ever since bali came back.. im only the way ask him out... tired..... not going to do so anymore...

if he really loves me.. he will ring me.. he don means he don love me as before.. no point asking him out everytime and he seems not happy... NO POINT!!!!!!! really.... very very very very very very very upset............. upset till the max... i just cant stop crying and getting upset... maybe i should be like him.. keep quiet don say anything don miss him don meet up. don do this don do that...i should plan my things without him.. becos of him i cancel so mani things.. now i left with nothing again.. and then... bf throw me aside now.. whatever....

ask me to ask u things if i wan to. i asked but the answer is always nothing... don understand y.............. very upset.

To Be or Not to BE. That's a question!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011