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♥ Wednesday, March 09, 2011

thanks angmo bf... Universal studio...

is really nice and sweet and enjoyable day with him.. love spending every single min with him. but......... HAIIS!!roller coaster.. feeling of riding it is.. u wan to die.. thanks baby got the dinosaur bottle for me. =)the streetsis my photography good? hehehes.. searching for this function for long. Mmmmlameo bf...

this is our universal studio dating moments...

out non dating moments... sometimes i just really feel so upset. i just hope that he can tell me everythings that he thinks. but he doesnt wan to say doesnt wan to show.. i really donno what m i to him at times. yes he is always nice to me. but when he didnt wan to tell me anything then what can i say or ask???

he say if i donno anything, ask him. and so when everytime i ask him, he say nothing. so what is the point of asking again and again.. he got mani tots in his mind.. i catch none.. none of it. what is the feeling??? empty. there is good and bad...

sometimes i may just think that mmm...maybe 1 day we will break. take things easy easy easy.. but.. i just cant do it. or i should say i love him too much and he is really a part of me now.

ever since he ask me abt if he go back to australia what will i do, i have to start worry everyday.... and ever since, realli think alot alot alot. really scare the day that we will break.. very very upset.. when get together.. i really got a little headache... i donno what should i do.. i have my probs too.. i have my worries too... i have my fear too... i feel so scare.. i worry... i scare.. what should i do to make it better..

sometimes just a little action from u i can happy the whole day whole week.. but also just a little action from u, i can get very very upset the whole day and whole week. what should i do what should i do????? it's really out of control.. im tired at times... not physical but mentally.. get so worry so so so worry and upset.. things cant force and if it is going in it ways i cant say anything or do anything anymore...

sometimes i really try not to think too much or worry too much.. but my mind just cant get away. what is he really thinking??? what is he really feeling? what he wants??? what he is doing.. everything abt him.. but always the answer i get back is nothing..

i remember we wasnt like this before.. slowly things go another way and became more and more serect.. well.. maybe no.. or i too sentitive. just feel very upset... i don wish to give him too much pressure or stress.. or force him to do something that he don like. don feel like to..

i just wan to be there for u.. just wan to listen to u.. just wan to make all the decision for me... sometimes just u and me. but i know guys.. always say this 'NEVER LET UR GF KNOW TOO MUCH ABT UR WORK, URSELF AND UR THINGS' so guys always react in this way.

putting too much feeling in this relationship which i never been like this before. what i feel?? what i should do??? i need sometimes to really think abt it.. sometimes when i look at him, i really feel like crying...

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to be or not or be. that's a question.

To Be or Not to BE. That's a question!
Wednesday, March 09, 2011