people's bf/gf will bring their gf/bf out with them with friends. mine?? he never come to mine, i never go to his. he can be real crazy with his friends. but with me he cant. i donno y... he can drink with his friends? i tagging along this sat.. he say he not going to drink. y???
he always say with the boys going out.. but actually he went out with a girl. i saw his text.. text was saying she was at his hse on that day. y??? y izzit so? he said no girls come in to his hse before. he lied. im tired.. real tired.. breaking down soon.
he has got nth to tok to me.. i never stay over tonight.. after movie, come home, he very busy with his laptop. fine... if i stay at his hse?? getting prepare to bed... he is so busy tonight.. what's wrong?? what to do?? he nth to tok to me.. so off i went home lohh... nth to do mahh.. force him to tok to me???
we had a big quarrel.. he say this to me.. he is going to delete my fb. he ask me to watch the movie tonight myself. next time if he do so again.. i wont explaint anything to him anymore. im real real real tired... no point explaining to him and yet he doesnt even listen. u wan to delete my fb.. go ahead.. speechless..
next time ask me go dinner myself or movie myself. ok.. i will do it. u are sick of my posting.. fine... im sick of u wan to leave me alone...
u like the gal dont you. if u like her.. go ahead. i have my probs too.. but u never seems to understand me. u understand her probs more then u know me.. its really sucks.. do u know??? y do i have to tell u everything and yet u don tell me a single thing abt urself.
you been hiding.. always... and today u got a new number.. just right in front of me.. u don even intend to give the number to me.. what m i?????? after next week i don wan to ask u out anymore.. i rather stay no friends and at home then working hard to keep u with me.. its pointless. i got the man with me but he has got no heart. i win the man but not his heart.
he didnt even wan to text me what's wrong. he didnt even call me. just right after the bali trip. things change. thanks for all..
no point im working hard and i gets no reply.. i give up.. i give up on everythings... ALL... and the fucking friends... im so tired......
well.. i might be the next wan suicide. you will never know...
he wan me to quit turf. he wan to delete me on fb... soon... we will become strangers... very very soon.. POINTLESS!
you lied to me. u always lied to me. u only talk big to me.. i hate u so much now.. all lies.... next time u say break.. i wont say or do anything to keep u back.
you telling every1 u feel like go back to aus. go.. go ahead then.. dump me here.. maybe aus will suit u more..
always being the wan left out.. you know how it feels??? u left me out again.. thats it! always being the wan.. family friends and even bf.. always always...
i always come up here and post my feeling.. say here and then forget it.. and didnt wan to bring it over to the next day. i try to forget.. i day if we really quarrel badly.. i just hope u understand this.. i love u so i get so upset. i post this here.. to relief my feelings and sadness.. i don wan to speak this to anyone. and no one i can speak to.. every1 have their own probs too.....
very very very upset.
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