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♥ Sunday, March 20, 2011

when ur bf call another girl baby also.. u will never be his only baby anymore. so now the word baby form him is no longer that impt in the msg or in life anymore.

he needs the girl (vet) more then me. they are all angmo. they talk easily.. what abt me??? we have nth to talk abt. i cant follow up this topic or catch up his mind. im the outsider in his life.

how m i going to trust him? i wish to... sometimes in life. in relationship i wish to give up.. really wish to.. i got no more strength to hold on it anymore. standing at the edge. where i need to use a full energy to put back and hold on before its going to fall off the cliff.

really loves me?? i think u like the vet also. u worry for her too.. don tell me is just a fren. im sure there is a feeling in there. i donno... my sixth sense tell me.. i worry...

i really feel so tired on holdin this.. yes i love u so much.. but maybe i should let go???? i feel so tired.. mentally tired.. u know how????? i need some energy...

im still always the last wan to know.. wait few months and see how.. if still like this... i really will break down. and will be the time to break up. no point for me guessing everyday everyday everyday and getting myself so tired without his mind having me..

now slowing he don need me anymore.. slwoing slowing... will be the wan left out. today 4th sunday no dinner together... hah... i really wan to cry... wan to cry badly... predicting next wan.. 5th sunday.. and all the sunday.... fine... go ahead. go ahead... im no longer that impt to u anymore. fine.. whatever..

1 day if i say whatever in front of u.. means i really really really have to start to give up on everything... i need u alot.. but if u don love me, i dragged u in.. is pointless... and i will never wan to love again........... its sucks!!!!!!!! what should i do????

sick sicks sick...



i asked him where he going. with who.. what time.. he say i m annoying.. irritating.. fine. i stop.. 1 day when i really stop all this.. means i don love u anymore.. as a gf i feel nth.. i feel im worst then his frens.

what for?? getting a bf know nth abt him. cant catch up his mind.. cant asking anything. fine.. go ahead.. as i say 1 day if i really stop all this.. means i don love u anymore..

as a gf.. i feel really really nothing to him.. i feel more like a burden then anything to him..

To Be or Not to BE. That's a question!
Sunday, March 20, 2011